So I started my very last year of high school last week. Uh, what?! I feel like I say this way too often, but really, where has the time gone?
Things I'm afraid of:
Losing friendships after we're no longer forced into the same hallways and classrooms five days a week.
Feeling lost.
For once, not knowing where I'll be a year from now.
Not becoming the person I'd like to be.
Things I'm looking forward to:
Graduation.
Finally seeing all of my hard work pay off.
Prom.
More grad campouts.
The freedom to come and go as I please and not having to worry about school.
A five week trip all around Europe next summer with three of my favourite school friends.
Creating a life that doesn't revolve around school.
The possibility that I can be anywhere a year from now.
Oh, life. It'll be good. I know it will, but it's hard not to be afraid of the things I can't control.
mmhmm - not knowing where i'll be a year from now - my biggest fear too. but the things to look forward to are so much better than the fears, so it's exciting!! :)
ReplyDeletealso, your Europe trip sounds amazing!!
you'll figure it out hope, and it will be great. :)
ReplyDeleteEurope? I hope you're coming to England! (to Cambridge!)
ReplyDeleteI have a lot of fears about the end of yr 11 too, but I know we can both get through this year!