I'm kinda stumped on how to say this, so I'll just be out with it- Yesterday, on fathers day, my dad got into a motorcycle accident. I don't know if any of my followers know this, but me and my dad aren't very close at all. When I say "not very close" I mean that I haven't seen him for over a year.
My parents got divorced when I was about 6 months old. My dad was an extreme alcoholic and was constantly running from the police. He's been in and out of jail for drunk driving and he wasn't a part of my life for over 5 years. With that being said, I don't particularly like my dad. Although he's cleaned up and has been sober for a couple years, I resent him for not being there and for never being a dad to me and my sister, but it doesn't mean that I don't care about him. It just goes to show how irresponsible my dad is that he was out driving his Harley on fathers day.
I got a message from my Nanny (dads mom) this morning saying that he was in an accident and that he wanted to talk to me and my sister. I honestly hope that this whole experience will make him realize how important family is and make him realize that he needs to make an effort to be a part of mine and my sisters lives. He's lucky that he got out of this with only a broken foot, collarbone & a chipped tooth, because the doctor said that an accident that bad should have had him dead.
Nothing like a near-death experience to make him smarten up!
Moving on..
Today I had my first 2 exams. English was from 9-11 am, and Math was from 1-3. I'm pretty sure I did well on my English exam, but I'm not so sure about the Math. Due to a migraine and not being able to concentrate at all, I ended up guessing about half the answers. I was kinda upset because I was totally prepared for this exam and I studied soooooo much! I have my French exam tomorrow, then my Socials and Science on Wednesday! Here's hoping for no more migraines. ;)
I'm also working on some scheduled posts for when I'm on vacation in Calgary from the 1st of July until the 10th. They aren't just normal posts, but I don't want to give it away, so you'll have to wait and see! :)
Last but not least, what's a post without some pictures?
Hope everyone had an awesome weekend! :)
-Hope
Ah, I'm sorry about your dad. That really stinks. It's hard to love someone when they don't love you back. I know how you feel. :)
ReplyDeleteyes, I was going to say that too Kiley. That is so sad. :( Lovely pictures, and good luck on your exams!
ReplyDeletei'm so sorry about you dad, and I'll pray for him. and those photos...ARE SO AMAZINGLY beautiful. honestly.
ReplyDeletePraying for your dad... one, that he comes to love you with the love that you deserve, two, that he gets better. :)
ReplyDeletesorry about your dad! and on father's day, too.... ahh, that's not fun.
ReplyDeletelove the pictures of the flowers!
thanks everyone <3 it means alot :)
ReplyDeleteI’m sorry about what happened to your dad. I hope he’ll learn something from this accident. He may not be a good dad to you, but he is still your father. The motorcycle accident can leave a devastating effect on his life. He needs you, particularly during his healing process. I hope your dad is fine now, as well as your relationship with him. ->Nannie Leick
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