14 April 2012

only time can tell

Can we have a little chat about life for a second? Cause it's confusing, wonderful, crazy, awesome, stressful, brilliant, emotional, confusing, frustrating, awkward, strange, upsetting, glorious, confusing, amazing, beautiful, awful, lovely, and did I mention confusing?

Sometimes I just sit down and think. About friends, family, my relationships with them, why we're here, what I'm supposed to be doing with my life, whether I'm opening up enough opportunities for myself, whether or not I should go to college, why a fork's called a fork. The list is honestly never ending. I just sit down, ponder life, and normally end up in tears because I can't possibly make sense of any of it and never get further than when I started. 


It's exhausting, confusing, and most definitely frustrating, but there really isn't much I can do, so I normally just sit back, let my emotions run wild, cry it out, then move on. 

Maybe I'll get some answers as I grow, or maybe not. I guess it's one of those things that only time can tell.

xoxo - hope


  1. Beautiful photo!!! And trust me, I totally understand where you're coming from. I'm in a bit of that situation right now.

  2. I've been crying so much lately. It's like, I can't figure anything out but I can cry and make a mess of tissues around me and then tidy that up, and I've at least done something productive?
    And now, part of me wants to say 'I hope you find more answers' but sometimes not knowing and looking for the answers is best.

  3. that list of adjectives in the second sentence = spot on. *sigh* I know how you feel.
    pretty picture! :)

  4. It's so frustrating -- I'm definitely a crier. I mean, not at little things, but as in, that's how I handle things. I basically lock myself in my room and cry, taking it out on myself instead of others. The thing that stinks is my mom gets MAD at me for doing it, but I seriously can't have conversations with her. *sigh* . Hope you feel better -- anytime you need to talk, just go to my blog and send me an email! :)